19.6.11

Happy father's day daddy papa.

Hi Pa. Happy Father's Day! Theres a lot of things i wanted to tell you, a lot of stories i wanted to share, i miss you everyday and i cant wait for the time to sit right next to you and just be with you. i wanted to tell you everything i have been through, every heartache, every triumph, pains and of course smiles. i missed you a lot i cant help but cry. Well although we talk most of the time on my thoughts and prayers,that doesnt lessen  my longing for you.  thanks Pa for just being there, youre the only one i talk to these days, and you know how hard and painful things are to me right now, but  the thought of knowing that you are listening up there, lightens up the burden.. With you i could just cry my heart out and let my guards down, and though i admit that i am at my most vulnerable these days,  please dont  worry much about me, i am a fighter just like you, this is just a phase that i have to go through to be a stronger and better person, a person you will always be proud of. Another thing, thanks for letting it rain the other day, i know you prayed with me so i could get myself to sleep otherwise id be a walking zombie coz i lack sleep lately. Pa, sorry if havent shown you how much i adore and love you when you were still here with us, cliche it may seem but its true that you never realize what you have until its gone. :(  i will always miss you and you will always be my favorite man.  Again, this is your day, Happy father's day Pa! talk to you later! :)

*Happy daddy's day to all wonderful dad's out there.  Pls make time to tell your Dad how much you love them and kiss and hug them while you have all the chance, not evryone has the opportunity to do so.