A Poem

Love 101: Reminder to oneself

Be with someone who makes you feel you’re beautiful, and reminds you that you’ll always be no matter what. Regardless if you have gained weight or have a messy hair, in his yes you will always be beautiful.

Be with the one who knows what your worth when they have you.

Be with the one who who wont lie/ cheat on you because he knows its just not worth it.

Be with someone who value you more than his ‘macho-male-ego’… By that, I mean, be with the one who stopped sending flirty text/  private messages to other girls behind your back just for the sake of boosting his masculine ego,and simply because he knows its going to crash your heart.

Be with the one who cant stand fighting with you. By that, he’d rather lose his useless pride than lose you in the process. 

Be with the one who makes you feel good about yourself not the other way round.

Be with the one who’s considerate and sensitive on how and what you feel. By that, you need not to read him every word of what to do and not to do. When you’re in a relationship, you should stop flirting! 

Be with the one who knows what and how to make you happy. 

Be with someone who’ll be proud to have you. By that I mean, he isnt ashamed to talk about you whenever  hes with his friends; he should not send indirect messages to random girls he wants to hook up with on how he wanted to get rid off you.

Be with the one who can completely be honest with you. By that I mean to stop putting up with someone’s lame excuses and makes you feel like a fool in the end.

Be with the one who doesn’t make fun of what you feel. By that I mean stop seeing the guy who enjoys it when you get jealous just because it makes him feel that He’s the Man, when clearly, its not.

Be with the one who can give you their passwords on their social media accounts.  Everyone may need their own privacy but not really everyone deserves it. How do I know? Because history repeats itself. 

Be with the one makes you feel loved. By that I mean, he should always remind you how much he loves you even when you are fighting.

Be with someone who listen. By that I mean, he lets you express what you feel. You may not always share the same stand on most things, but if he cares about you, he’ll listen and talk things out for you.

Be with the one who knows how to compromise. By that I mean, he’ll give in to your request to never patronize starfucks. Why not? When all ever Starfuck do is remind you on how he cheated as he dated another random girl while you are still very much together. 

Be with the one who makes you feel alive, not a trash with a built in bruised ego.

Be with the one who’s man enough to be faithful to one woman— and that is you.

Be with the one who makes you feel good enough.  You dont need to have a porn’s star body to please him. because if he loves you, he loves you, in any forms and sizes.

Be with the one who who wants to be with you.

Be the with the one who knows he is a lucky bastard for having you.

Be with the one who chooses YOU  over any random girl out there.

Be with the one who’s everything HE IS NOT…

Quotes that screams for me

“I need to learn to recognize and identify these danger signs when I see them, and not brush them off as "eccentricities," "lovable oddities," or "a sign that he s crying out for help and the comforting of a codependent nurturer that only I, can provide. Bad boyfriends don't disguise themselves; their girlfriends do it for them. ” 

- Laurie Notaro




“The movies make the brooding guy the hero – the guy with problems the guy who carries a gun, the gun with unresolved anger, the guy with a chip on his shoulder, the guy who’s a vampire – and they tell you that you can have the mythical happy ending with that same brooding guy.
But in reality, the brooding guy is cranky. He doesn’t reply to emails. He doesn’t call. He’s only half there when you’re talking to him, and he doesn’t chase you when you run. You feel insecure all the time. You get needy and sad and you hate yourself got being needy.

If you don’t know why he’s brooding, you’re shut out.

And if you do know why he’s brooding, you’re still shut out. (Because he’s busy brooding.)”

-E. Lockhart




“So I put up with bad behavior in the name of loving the way I thought you were supposed to love.”

-Deb Caletti


It has always been a constant rivalry between me and his pride. I never won. Im done being a loser. Maybe its meant to be this way.. to be this hard and frustrating at the same time. Maybe all i need to do is to raise the white flag and get over it, but instead Im here stuck and all I do is rant because the truth is I fear to choose any of the options thats playing in my head.